yo

well yesterday i had a great time... well i met justin shaiful zad and jacky and we were at sentosa... we were there to watch the beach soccer. well before that we were swimming... and burying shaiful... haha... he literally could feel the weight on his body... then we justin and shaiful went to swim across to the other island at tanjong beach... haha... shaiful was panting when he reached there... haha... well after that we watched soccer while zad went back... unbelievably, singapore won... we beat brasil?? i din know what to say... it was a good game... then we went to town... jacky went to meet his friends... we ful and jus ate subway... we were waiting for chris at youth park... after which just left... we slacked at long john... then went to play pool... then we went back... by the time we left it was about... 2.30 am... haha... what a day... has been a long time since i was out this late... hmm... well... i hope we can do this more often...

yo peepz

Hey guys... i know my postings irregular so sorry bout any inconveniences caused.... well basically i am kinda lagging behind in ma studies... got a tonne of responsibility... some i think i could do without... well the lagging behind is in physics and econs... i am getting a little scared myself... i have GOT TO PULL MYSELF TOGETHER... i really mean that but then... its easier said than done... i oughta know... cuz i tried... maybe i din try hard enuff.... but then again... who ever does... maybe... just maybe, thats why i'm in MI...but what the heck... i like it here... i got peepz who accept me for who i am... i cant say the same back in the secondary school days now can i... those who knew me back then know what i'm talking about... those who don't.. well i guess its better that way... right now... i know i have peepz that i can count on... although... there still seem to be some thorns in the butt.. i shall not say names... i think you know who you are... trust me.... there are'nt many people who can piss me off.... those who do... well may gods grace be upon them... i think i've digressed enough... well... back to the topic at hand... i have missed quite a bit of lectures already... its really bad... cuz now i know nuts... and that coming from a once top physics student is bad... trust me... i know i can catch up... but i think i a not putting in the effort that i need to... I need some form of motivation.... something that will get me to study... something... and i hope it comes before i cross the point of no return... econs i think i will catch up cuz i got someone who will study with me... so yeah... i am not too scared about econs.. but physics... everyone that i know.. hate the subject... am i the only doofus that likes it... i dunno... and seriously i dun care... anyhow... i dun have some of my notes.. even though laura has been diligently taking them for me... hmm i wonder where they could have gone... arg... this is bad...my GP is not getting any better too... man... what am i to do... is JC/CI life for me... am i fit to take the A-levels... i dunno... i need answers... i need advice... i cant just blindly do this anymore... that stage of life has come and pass... i need to go looking for answers... i must... its the only option i've got... i have got to get my priorities right... i've got too.... got too... need too.... i will...